Monday, April 25, 2005

This seemed like a good place to stop

Wednesday 17th – Saturday 27th April 2002

The Students

I was there, I saw everything. I sat in my van, on this unusually sunny day. I watched as Sara and Jack sat in their lounge, the trees outside dancing in the slight springtime eddy. Jack had a guitar slung across his lap, idly strumming the same chord over and over again, like a zombie. Sara sat opposite, her slight frame leaning against the sofa, humming an improvised tune over the clang of each strum of the strings. It was Saturday, a day of rest. They were waiting for Jib – Sara’s brother visiting from Australia – to arrive back with armfuls of chocolate croissants. It was a particular favourite in the household, a weekend ritual. It was a two-minute trip to the supermarket, at the most.

The sudden sound of a wooden door splitting against its hinges broke the tranquillity. Jib was back, sans croissants. He did, however, have a slight bruising on his right cheek; it looked like a shadow passing over his face, refusing to move on. Standing in silence in the hall, it was the utterance ‘fuck’ from Sara that punched through. It was then that Jack noticed the blood.

Of course, at this point, I didn’t know their names; I simply noted two males and one female. Cowden Street, SW12.

From my vantage point I could see past the broken door. I watched as Jib limped over to the foot of the stairs and gave a quick overview of the events that had led to his breaking down the door, how he’d taken the shortcut across the common, as normal. The sky was clear, even though the weatherman had said rain was forecast. After all, spring equals rain in the UK. Jib was probably counting himself lucky. As a visitor from the southern hemisphere he’d no doubt been conned into believing that it always rained in England, yet there hadn’t been a drop for eight weeks now, none since the moment he’d stepped from the plane.

He may not have noticed anything out of the ordinary as he approached the shops, watching a dog running ahead chasing an unknown and unseen prey. There had been an old man sitting on the bench at the back of the chemist on Cowden Street, reading a newspaper; generally people were out and about, enjoying the sunshine. At the end of the row of local – and mostly boarded up shops – he’d seen my van, the same one that had been parked in the road for some time, but aside from looking as he crossed the road, nothing had struck him as “out of place”.

I pointed the hi-tech microphone in the direction of the house. I heard as Jib held his breath for a second, struggling to control the flow of words from his mouth. He told Sara and Jack how he had seen a crowd of people outside the supermarket, frozen like mannequins in a shop window. At this point he couldn’t see what it was they were all staring at. Then, as he rounded the side of the shop a sharp crack split the air and echoed around the adjacent car park. Both Jack and Sara sucked in their breath: it could only have been a gunshot. I’d climbed from the van at this point, running towards the shot.

Somehow, Jib had stayed calm, despite the circumstances and the other shoppers running away and diving for cover. A group of men with balaclavas pulled down low over their faces were struggling with a case. They all had weapons. The men were running, headlong towards Jib and he hadn’t had time to avoid the one carrying the case. Just as the man was about to crash straight into Jib, a further loud crack almost deafened me and I dived for cover.

Sara was looking straight at Jib, trying to see where he was hurt. Jib waved her away with his hand and carried on with the story.

“I felt this unbelievable pressure against my head, I was sure I’d been shot,” he told them. “I went down like the proverbial sack of shit, breaking the fall with my fat arse.” He laughed then. “Probably won’t be able to sit down when the bruise comes up.”

“C’mon, what happened next,” Sara interjected, wanting to hear what she would later refer to as “the juicy details”.

“Well,” Jib continued, “The world went dark for a second and as I came to I noticed a body next to me. One of the robbers had been shot – by whom I hadn’t a fucking clue! Anyways, I checked that I was in one piece. I think I was grazed by a bullet; that’s where the blood is coming from,” he said, pointing towards a cut under his left eye, the swelling already beginning to turn an array of purples and yellows, like a sunset reflected on his face.

“And?” This time is was Jack trying to hurry Jib along.

With a glint in his good eye, Jib smiled at his sister and her boyfriend. “Then, I saw my opportunity.”

In his hand, Jib was holding up a small suitcase. Sara and Jack stared at it, not sure of what it contained.

“Did you get the croissants?” she asked.

Jack was the first to start giggling – he couldn’t stop. There was Jib, covered in blood and grinning like a village idiot that’s just been kissed by the prettiest girl in school. Jack’s giggling subsided into a snort and then he went quiet.

“Damn, I knew I’d forgotten something,” he said by way of reply. The giggling immediately began again, this time in earnest.

I left it at that, I didn’t think they had anything to add and I needed to get back to my real quarry just a few doors down. I left the microphone recording the student babble in the background, finding it strangely calming. I caught snippets of what was said, but I wasn’t about to step off-case.

Suddenly, Jack was on his feet. “Let’s get this fucking door back on its hinges before someone notices,” he implored. In seconds they were all laughing again, dancing around in circles, jumping up and down. The door had to wait another five minutes before it was repaired.

I tried to concentrate on the job in hand. I made a note in my pad to check on the students over the coming days and left it at that.

Weekends are hard work

At least in my house they are. Phew, what a weekend.

The bedroom is now a completely different colour. Instead of Barbie pink it is now an off-white, putty style colour. Coupled with this is a colour called Smoked Trout from Farrow and Ball. This company makes the best paint in the world.

The other paint is made by Laura Ashley, which is the wall colour, plus we are going to add a splash of contrast by painting the door and wardrobe this colour: Lichen.

Should look fantastic when it's finally finished, with new flooring and so forth.

It did mean that I didn't manage to finish my writing, so the post is going to be late. I hope to get it done today, but I wrote more than intended, well, originally intended. I hope it's worth it.

Only you can tell.

Read, think, comment.

purplesimon out...

Friday, April 22, 2005

I know of at least one

I know, for a fact, that someone has come to view my blog.

They didn't leave any comments, but they did send me a link to a survey about blogging. This person, David Brake, is a student at the University of London and is, apparently, doing some research into blogs.

He found mine, sent me a link and I answered some questions.

I asked for a summary of his findings to be sent to me, so I might publish any significant mention of this blog.

And David, if you're reading this at any point in the future: please include my blog. Please!

I'd be heartbroken to lose my first (and probably my only) reader.

purplesimon out...

Ouch!

Simple. Hot food burns your mouth.

Let this be a lesson to you and a lesion to me.

Quiche, the weirdest spelling for a foodstuff, stays hot for quite a while after leaving the oven. Last weekend, I found this out. Ouch!

I now have a blister from Hell just above my front teeth that makes it difficult to eat, drink and be merry.

I also decided to try and quit smoking. So, a grumpy person can be found here.

So, to keep my mind off the ciggies, I am going to finally write something new today. Before I start I need to tell you what my morning has contained by way of things to take my mind off smoking.

I have taken some shelves down from the bedroom. Oh, let me explain something here. My bedroom is suffering from previous owner syndrome. It's cerise. The worst case of Barbie pink you can imagine. And it's everywhere, from the skirting boards to the coving, the walls and the window sill. It's sick.

Tomorrow it is changing colour and things are being moved about, such as bed, wardrobe, etc. I can't keep sleeping in this womb-like horror.

That's about the extent of the news. Now, I am going to pull my eyelashes out because I want a cigarette!

purplesimon out...

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Something a bit silly

Okay. I'm not going to procrastinate.

Here's a new idea, made for the Unilever brand, Comfort.

It's a little silly, but also something to make you laugh. I hope.

See it here. This link has been removed by the blog administrator

purplesimon out...

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Some real news!

Yes, something worth reading (and for me, writing about). I have begun the painstaking task of re-writing my novel, Somewhere in the City.

I wrote this back in 2003 and never did anything with it, except pass it to three friends, none of whom got around to reading it. Having re-read it myself I can see why. It's rubbish.

Okay, let me clarify that. It has a great story and some brilliantly conceived characters (even if I say so myself). The problem lies in some aspects of the storytelling (stilted) and the arrangement of the chapters. This is being resolved. I am being ruthless in my re-write. Yesterday I got the first 2000 words down. The original has almost 90,000 words, so it's a small drop in a large ocean. Perhaps those out there with more mathematical skill than me can let me know the percentage.

So, I guess your next question is: are you going to blog the novel?

You'll just have to wait and see. In the meantime, there's a story posted below.

purplesimon out...

Not so super, man

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Monday, April 18, 2005

A new week begins in earnest

It's been a hectic couple of days since my last post. They went a bit like this:

Friday night - leaving party for friends and colleagues at an agency I have been working at for the past three months or so. Left there at 8pm to grab some food. I then popped along to my own leaving party for an agency I left back in November 2004. Received some book tokens as a thank you for the four and a half years I was with them. As I love books and reading, this is perfect. I am spending them today and will report back on the books I have read. Currently reading the new Ian McEwan: Saturday. Impressed so far.

Saturday was spent choosing colours for our bedroom as it is very pink right now. We moved in to this house about a year ago and have only painted the downstairs rooms and had a new kitchen installed. Soon, it will have to be carried out upstairs, so choosing new colours was a job that required completing. That's now been done and we begin painting next week, with most of the preparation starting on Friday... It'll create a mess, but afterwards it will be worth it.

Sunday was spent doing little but painting matchpots of paint in the bedroom. Also spent time with my Mum before she went back into hospital for treatment of her disease, which is Severe Aplastic Anaemia. She starts the treatment today, once her chest x-rays and so forth are finished. I shall be visiting her later on today, so expect an update on things every so often.

Today has been spent chasing some work (which has proved fruitful and it looks like I might be off out of the house again this week and/or next). Again, I shall update as and when. Furthermore, I have been attempting to get my referral letter for a hospital visit I need to have as I have a lump in my mouth requiring removal. Not looking forward to that, but at least it's not malignant. At least, I don't think so at this moment in time. I do smoke, so it needs to be checked out by a professional. At least I can go private.

So, that's all the news from the world of purplesimon.

Read, think and comment. I promise some more new things will be posted soon. In fact, I am about to embark on a new rewrite of my novel. If it looks good I will be posting the chapters up here. Who knows where that might lead.

purplesimon out...

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

A regular surprise, don't you think?

Not bad, I mean, for ten minutes it does hold together.

In case you were wondering, I don't have any clue what it's about. I just wrote whatever came into my head.

I started it just as the news came on Xfm* which told me that it was approximately 11.00am, or 1100hrs if you prefer. So, that became the title of the story.

Also, I don't know what was going to happen to the character, I can't tell you if they are male or female, whether they live or die. It's literally a snapshot.

As per usual, read, think and comment.

purplesimon out...


*That's 104.9FM, xfm.co.uk, Sky Digital and all other cable companies in the UK and plays alternative music: right now Idlewild are playing, but it could be KLF or Doves, or anyone that might be called Indie, Punk, Rock or Alternative)

Ten minutes and this is all I managed!

11.00am
The news is on the radio, mostly bad stuff happening in other countries miles and miles away from where I currently find myself. I have only ten minutes left before the end.

The say that your life flashes before you at the point of dying, so why should it be that, when given ten whole minutes, I can’t seem to pull anything into my brain? Was my life worth nothing to me? Is that why I find myself in this position?

I mull over the questions, listen to the squawk of the seagulls as they circle the thermals high above my head. The wind is blustery today, lifting my shirt tails and rustling the leaves that have begun to bud on the trees. My watch says seven minutes. If I were having fun, it would surely be over. As the cliché goes.

11.04am
I espy a boat on the distant horizon; watch its slow progress across the edge of the world, my hands running through the long grass at my feet when I crouch down. I think I hear the plane approaching, a far-away buzz, a drone. A murmur.

A shadow moves over the cliff-edge, falling to the rumble of rocks and waves some hundred feet below where I now stand. A alarm beeps on my watch signifying that there are only two minutes left. The plane circles and moves back towards me. I lift my hand to my face to keep the sun from my eyes.

A figure leans from the passenger seat of the aircraft. I note it’s a small Cesna. I can see the number on its tail: 10-F55. I wonder if it’s a radio code. But, it’s too late to wonder.

There are only seconds left.

Setting myself a task

Today, just because I don't have any work to do, I have decided to set myself a writing task.

Usually, I would use a creative prompt to help me on my way; however, this time I don't have a prompt to hand. So, within the next ten minutes (as long as my Apple Mac doesn't crash) I am going to simply open my text program (which happens to be called SimpleText) and write.

I don't know what the subject will be, yet, and it could all go horribly wrong and you'll be staring at a blank page for ages until I come and write another post, but...

Let's just see, shall we?

purplesimon out...

Monday, April 11, 2005

What I've been doing these past two weeks

I have been rather busy these last couple of weeks.

Firstly, I have been working on a friend's website, which is adult toys! Erm, if you're under 18, I have to legally tell you not to visit this link. I know that you'll ignore me; so did I when I was your age, which is so long ago now it's being archived by the British Museum. For those of you wondering, that was 1990. Anyway, you can see my work here: nudge nudge.

Secondly, I have been busy working up some creative concept examples that I can send out to creative directors in the hope they will be impressed. You can let me know your opinion by viewing the PDF (4.8MB) here: Creative Portfolio. This link has been removed by the blog administrator.

As always, read, think, comment. You'll also need to add look to that list.

purplesimon out...

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

...Crazy Anymore (reprise)

Back at the flat we pooled our loot on the coffee table and flicked on the telly to see whether we had made the local news. Sirens had rained down all day, but no one had come round to nick us. We would’ve fought the fucking scum fuzz any day of the fucking week. We were on top of the world like, an unstoppable force. A fucking crazy day it had been and it wasn’t over yet.

I tipped my can of beer into a glass cos I hated the taste of tin with my booze. I ripped open another wrap of coke and poured half of it into my drink and downed the concoction in one go. I grabbed a second can and repeated the sequence. Billy and Shauna just looked on in astonishment.

- Fucking greedy cunt! Billy said.

I stared at them, my eyes bugging out from my head and I grinned. I pulled another wrap from my pocket, like fucking Santa I was, and poured half into Shauna’s drink and the other half into Billy’s bottle of beer. They grinned back at me and necked the lot. Billy belched loudly and we all fell about laughing.

Colin came up from his downstairs flat. We thought it was to complain about the noise again, as he had done the night before. I was ready to placate him; well, I was ready to butt the fucker’s nose out of joint, but to my surprise he didn’t have the energy to argue anymore. He sat heavily on the sofa, the springs creaking as he adjusted his considerable weight. He pulled out a tin and some tatty rizlas and rolled a sizeable spliff. Once it was lit, he started talking and it was difficult to make him stop. Anyone would’ve thought it was him that had been sniffing Bolivian marching powder all day long, not us.

The hours ran past us, disappearing into night and back into day. The hours spent filled with the passing of spliffs and the snorting of various powders, until we had run out of drugs and were left only with the final remnants of alcohol in the bottom of cans and bottles. We poured each vestige into a glass, making a murky and sweet-smelling liquid drink that almost took your head off with each sip. Once this was finished we went out in search of more.

None of us liked walking, not even up the stairs to the flat; we would have preferred it had they installed one of those granny lifts, the ones that stupid old bint advertised during the commercial breaks for a telly show like Countdown. Anything that old rags might watch to while away their days, until death cast his shadow over them. To be honest, having seen the shows myself during the slow days that the dole provides, they were about as close to death as a person can get without actually snuffing it. It’s all bollocks, really. Complete and utter bollocks.

The car started on the first spark of the wires and we were on our way back into town, to steal more booze and catch up with any number of the town’s less salubrious inhabitants: the ones that sold powder and puff.

Shauna, who accompanied us on all our sprees even though she should really have been in school taking her exams, was sat in the front again, twiddling the knobs on the stereo. We never said nuffin’, but we all knew that she was more often than not twiddling Billy’s knob. I tried to scrape the image of her with a mouthful of cock off my mind – jealousy can be bad for driving, takes yer mind off the road. My time would come; she and Billy had not been sharing a room for some days and she had taken to crawlin’ into bed with me on more than one occasion, although I lay there stiffly, just in case Billy was waiting to pounce outside the door. I liked the feel of her breath on my neck as she slept, the feel of her skin against the hairs on my arms. Soon, I would enclose her in those arms and all would be happy.

Colin and Billy were in the back of the car. I’d never taken Colin on a spree, but he was nodding his head like a fucking jack-in-a-box when I asked him if he fancied coming with us to town. That’s the trouble with these dope smokers – they are so lazy-arsed that sometimes they nod their fucking heads to anything, including shite on the radio like Celine Dion. Sea lion Dion: that was what fucking Billy called her. He had names for loads of celebrities that made me laugh: Jan Dildo instead of Jill Dando, Scrawny Beaver instead of Sigourney Weaver. He just kept coming out with them, making me piss me pants. Almost, anyways.

A song came blasting out of the speakers in the car now Shauna had got the stereo finally working. I dunno the song though; it was some new-wave punk thing, all grinding guitars with a throaty singer shouting into the microphone. All I could make out was the words: I don’t wanna be crazy anymore. Fucking pussy, that singer. I liked being crazy. To prove it, I pushed down hard on the accelerator and felt the car move up to over 100 miles per hour. Fucking right this was the way to live.

The car seemed to leave the road for an instance as we came over the small rise and I laughed as we slammed back down to the road. It was a close shave, what with the cliff wall plummeting to the sea below being the alternative destination if I’d’ve got it all wrong. I watched as the sun glinted across the ocean beneath us, cascading across the wave as it ebbed and flowed.

- Fuck’s sake there.

That was Billy. He was pissed at me cos I’d made him spill his coke all over the floor. I watched him in the rear view, checking out how angry he was. He was black mood fucking mad, that’s what I saw. I reached into my inside pocket and withdrew a small wrap of paper.

- Here we go braw, get some of this up yer nostril and stop yer fucking evils.

He snatched at the wrap of cocaine and tipped the whole gram onto the mirror. I instantly dropped my speed to 80 mph. No need to spill my own drugs now, is there? Less than two minutes later and a fucking fat line was sitting on a mirror just under my nose, glistening like the waves had been earlier. Shauna grabbed the wheel for me, steering from the passenger seat as I turned around to take my snort. Fucking lark this, I was getting double the buzz what with the stolen car and the coupla pills I’d necked that morning to get over the hangover. The line was the icing on the cake.

As soon as I had sniffed hard along the line, I twisted back to face the road, just in time to see that Shauna was losing control the faster we had gone.

- Shit, we’re gonna fucking die

She said that out loud before collapsing into laughter. I pulled on the handbrake, pulling the wheel down with all the strength I had. The car spun around and I floored the accelerator. We went around again in the spin and then the car pulled into a straight line and we were off once more at a hideous speed.

- Bet fucking Clarkson couldn’t do that, the cocksucker.

I had to agree with Billy, I was a fucking good driver. Even if I hadn’t had a lesson in my life, not passed a fucking test or nuffin’, just common sense and a leaden right foot. We careered into town, narrowly missing some stupid old rags crossing outside the Co-Op. I clipped the metal post by the Town Hall that advertised the latest residents’ comments to the fucking council and came to a halt along the side of a gleaming 4x4. The two cars were a mess; we were out and running before the engine had stopped and anyone had noticed the accident.

How we fucking laughed when we got to the off licence, shoving cans of high-strength lager into our pockets and shooting evils at the store manager.

- What yer gonna fucking do?

That was Billy shouting, his teeth gnashing as the coke high peaked.

The Trial

Dear Mr Jenkins,
Thank you for your recent submission to Eagle Editors. I have read your manuscript and I am sorry to say that this is not the kind of subject matter that we normally publish and for this reason we will not be taking this further.

I wish you the best with your literary career in the future, and should you have any further work in the areas of crime fiction or historical insights we would be more than happy to look over these submissions.

Regards

Eileen Eagle (Ms)



Yeah, yeah, always the same these editors. Thank you for this, thank you for that, not quite what we're looking for at the moment. The same old usual bullshit that some work experience girl has diligently typed up. The company probably had a stock letter already held as a template on the office machine; only the names need to be changed. I expect that they send out hundreds of these per day. Bastards.

I took the large brown envelope that had my own address written upon it, in my own handwriting (they even get you to do most of the work for them; the next thing that will surely happen is that prospective authors like myself will need to include a refusal response with our submissions). The pages looked as pristine as they had when I had sent it out. Only the title page had been turned. I slowly removed the page and looked at the opening paragraph. Across the page, in large upper case letters scrawled in red ink, were the words: WHO THE FUCK STARTS A STORY WITH THE WORDS ‘ONCE UPON A TIME’?

I had failed at the first hurdle…

Miserably, it seemed.

Without thinking, I took the package in my hand and made my way out into the garden. To my left was an old barbecue, constructed from an oil drum I had found in a skip at the end of my road. Tossing in the manuscript and the envelope, I searched through my pockets for a box of matches or a lighter. Any self-respecting smoker – of which I was certainly one – would never allow themselves to be left high and dry without recourse to light a cigarette. I found a box of matches in my left pocket, removed them, struck one and let it drift down into the oil drum, igniting the paper that sat at the bottom in a big whoosh of flames and smoke. I watched it burn, the small pieces of paper still in flame caught by the soft wind that traversed the garden and carried away, looking like small fireflies as they dissipated in the early morning air.

Over a cup of steaming coffee, I resolved to sort out the problem of my manuscript not being up-to-scratch. I quickly realised that I did not have an original story and soon after it dawned on me: I would never come up with something that no one had ever written before. I knew what I had to do… I needed to live my novel, to experience it as I wrote. Without this, I would never get beyond the rejection letter. I resolved to do exactly that: live what I wrote, to be a novel myself. If I could experience the sensations that I was trying to describe, this would surely make a better work than the last one. Well, I hoped it would. If I’d had a wife, she would probably have nagged me by now that becoming a published author was likely to be the last thing that would ever happen to me, and if all the writers in the world suddenly died, I would still find myself unable to garner a publishing deal. Oh, along with the rejection letter there was a whole load of bills – electric, gas, and phone. They all come at once these bills, as if the postman has been hoarding them since the beginning of the year and has decided that now he feels like delivering them. It never rains, it only pours and I’m out there without a fucking umbrella, getting soaked to the skin.

I felt like writing all over each bill, the words (in upper case, red pen): WHO THE FUCK STARTS A FINAL DEMAND WITH THE WORDS ‘DEAR CUSTOMER’. I decided that they wouldn’t see the funny side. They had already gotten published, what more did they need to do?

However, my decision to ‘live’ my novel seemed, well it seemed like a novel idea, that’s what. Fucking ay, I was finally on to something. The only thing that I needed now was a plot. I ran upstairs, taking them two at a time – not a good thing for someone in my unfit condition. At the top of the stairs, I paused. My hands went to my knees and I dropped my head as far down as my spine would let me. Once the nausea had passed, I walked at a more sedate pace into the bedroom and began shuffling through drawers that had paper piled up so that it was overflowing. There was so much shit there I had scrawled the word “BOG” on the chest of drawers in one of my more melancholy moments. Now, this wasn’t so much a pile of shit anymore; it was now more like a seam of creativity I could mine for ideas to act out. Then, all I needed to do was write about my experience.

Three hours later, I soon realised that I would either have to be a murder victim or a killer. I had exhausted my supply of storylines and I didn’t have a single thread to follow, to act out in my own time. I did find a packet of cigarettes, which I began puffing my way through as I determined where I would go next in my search for a story to become a best-selling novel worldwide. I didn’t want to be one of those authors that only get used to stuff the shelves of airport shops and newsagents that haven’t seen a customer since rationing ended.

Okay, I’ll admit that either of those places would be a fine establishment to stock my book, if only someone would commission its publication once it was written. And, then it struck me. I would write about writing a novel and getting it published, but with a twist. I would just recount my life to date and soon I would be the name on everyone’s lips. I secretly hoped my knob would be on the lips of all the beautiful women, too, but I’ll save that story for the inevitable sequel.

I lit another cigarette, coughed for a second or twenty, and dug out the typewriter beneath the mound of paper.

What's this?

Two stories for you.

One of these was written some time back, for the creative writing group I belonged to. Can't remember what they all said as I had written four stories that month and we were only supposed to be concentrating on one.

If I remember correctly, we were on holiday in Cornwall.

Anyway, I digress. The first story is called The Trial and was conceived this morning; the second is another version of 'I Don't Want To Be Crazy Anymore'.

Read, think, comment.

purplesimon out...

Monday, April 04, 2005

Spring's sprung, so what's new?

Another week begins.

The Pope is dead, here beginneth the circus that surely follows as they debate who might be the next leader of the Roman Catholic faith.

On a more personal note, I am off for a series of tests on an ulcer that won't go and has got infected. It has caused a lump in my mouth and, as a smoker, it seems like a good idea to get some medically-trained people to give me their opinion on it. I'll report back once I have more information.

Secondly - on the personal front - my Mum is going back into hospital on Sunday 10 April for further treatment. She should be in for about 5 - 7 weeks, but we shall have to wait and see. I have no more information than that, unless of course you're looking for Severe Aplastic Anaemia information, in which case I know a fair bit about it now.

Consequently, with all this going on in my life I haven't even begun to write anything new, let alone look over previous material to keep the appetites of my readers sated. I promise, promise, promise that I will place up something new soon, even if it is a small haiku.

I have not written
for so long it is weighing
down each thought I have

So, satisfied for now? I hope so, that was harder than it might have seemed. Counting 5, 7, 5 is not my strongest point. Good job I never decided to become a mathematics teacher.

purplesimon out...

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Amazing what you find when you look

Three posts in one morning, what's it all about?

I don't want there to be a folder of archived posts and it have only two measly posts in there. And, I never got to tell you about Paris. To cut a long story short: it didn't inspire me. Why? Well, dog shit and miserable people are not the things that help me write, unless the story is about dog shit and miserable people, of course.

Although the week away was relaxing, some aspects of it were a nightmare. No one to help on the Metro; rude shopkeepers; dog shit; people in the apartment above the one we rented (that's myself and my girlfriend) moving out at midnight; parties on the floor below that started at 11pm and finished around 3am (and no invite!). The list could go on but I don't want to bore you. I didn't get any writing done, so that's that.

So, to keep all you readers interested I discovered a story in my archive and posted it up for you all to read. Hope you enjoy it.

Until later on today or the next time, whichever comes first, read, think... comment.

purplesimon out...

Something I dug up from the archives

I watch silently as they leave the tent, their hearts pounding like the beat that raved earlier, from dusk 'til dawn. I see the sweat glistening on their skin, clothes damp and dishevelled as they cling to thin bodies, pallid faces and wide eyes. I spot a girl. She looks wild and scared as the dawn rushes towards her from behind the mountains and cloud. I pick her. She is to be the one I choose today. No reason. There never is a reason.

The traffic is backing up the High Street in this suburban town. People have come out of the shops to stare at the old woman lying in the road, half her body obscured by the car she is lying under. A solitary scream can be heard from a girl, several seconds after the incident; a case of delayed shock. Then nothing for what seems like hours. Two shouts from men that someone should call an ambulance, then, we hear the sirens as the vehicles approach at high speed. A woman kneeling beside the old lady's body turns to those crowding round. She's dead is what she says.
Another one bites the dust.

There are giggles from the back of the bus and the waft of cigarette smoke perambulates along the windows to the front. I look to see if the driver will stop today, to tell "those like fuckers to put out those fags, or else". The "or else" means the taking of names and addresses. He doesn’t pass them to the teachers; he uses his time off at weekends to watch them. He prefers the girls, but sometimes a boy will catch his eye. He doesn't yet know that the brakes will fail on this bend, that the coach will go hurtling through the fence and crash through a plot of trees. The driver will not know that the vehicle teeters on the edge of a precipice because a wayward branch smashing its way through the windscreen will have already decapitated him. Sadly, no one will come out alive. Sometimes it is necessary to take casualties.

Onwards and upwards, as you say.

He wakes to the sound of the telephone, its incessant ringing disturbing his slumber, which he has been deprived of recently anyway, what with his brother clinging on to life. He picks up the receiver, already in the back of his mind knowing what the voice will say at the other end. But, he is surprised by the news he is told, for it is not bad, as he had assumed. Recovery is slow, but his sibling is no longer on "the critical list" and "we are positive he will recover fully, given time and medical help". He feels joyous at the news and he sheds tears as the relief sweeps from him in a gushing of emotions. They will discover him three weeks later, the telephone still grasped in his hand. They will have to carry out a post-mortem to discover how he died and the coroner will describe it as "if someone had literally squeeze the life out of his heart". No one will consider if that is so, they will simply accept this and try to move on. The coroner will make no mention that the corpse had been got at by rats, that spiders had begun to nestle in the ears and throat, that maggots has also commenced decomposition and that they'd had to identify him through his postal address and dental records.

The rain is falling as the day begins, but soon the sun will push through and dry the roads, make the children come running from their homes to play in garden and park, their shrieks rankling old men and delighting old ladies. They are safe.
Along the road lies the church, where the pious come to worship a God, the Almighty. It is also the place where life ends and you are returned to the earth from whence you came. Today they will bury many; an old lady, a young woman who has become a celebrated victim of drugs, school children and their paedophile driver.
When the heart attack strikes the pilot, will it be fate that this church is the aircraft's final destination just as the service peaks and the sermon yearns for us all to live as God does, to be pure in our thoughts and to forgive and forget? Or is it His will to take his flock to be at his side in Heaven?

I don't know, I guess it depends how I feel when I get up in the morning.

One each end of the month

Has it really been a whole month since I last put up a post? So it seems...

Anyway, this site has been locking me out for ages now, so glad to be back.

From tomorrow, I am going to get around to posting something more interesting than my work-life and other things, I want to get back to writing and posting a story or two up on my blog. So, perhaps today I will set aside some time to write a short story or a poem.

So, check back later.

purplesimon out...

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

The end of another day

It's the end of another day, but the beginning of another month. Work has been my mainstay since the new year began and I have neglected to write anything new for quite some time.

Well, readers, this is about to change.

On the 11th of this month of March I am off for a week in Paris. If ever there was a city that could inspire me to write, this is probably it. I mean, think of the major writers that have lived and worked in the city - plus a few unknown ones, too - and it all adds up to, well, hopefully a story or poem or some other creative idea.

In the meantime, I will simply be posting elements of my life up here for you InterWeb fans to read about.

purplesimon out...